Dreams with old sp

A few years ago I liked this girl and even though nothing went down between us I felt like she might have liked me too, but due to religious beliefs she stopped associating with me when I got outed. I see her from time to time and she’ll stare at me but we never talk. I tried manifesting her at one point but nothing happened maybe there was movement I didn’t see. But recently she’s been showing up in my dreams and it’s the same we never talk just stare but she’ll kiss me 😭 maybe I’m crazy could this be a sign or am I tripping?