Extremely low lows

Hey everyone. I've been on fluvoxamine 300mg daily for about 21 years now. I consider my OCD to be a non issue as a result of the med which I'm so very grateful for. I couldn't/can't live a meaningful life without it. My issue is I'm depressed and it's hard as fuck to pull myself out of it. I feel like fluvoxamine fosters an environment of depression because it does do well at making me not give a fuck.

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I don't know who I am without fluvoxamine. I haven't missed a dose since I started. I don't remember being depressed before taking it but I was so preoccupied with all of my ticks that there were no good days to compare to the bad ones.

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I don't want to take anymore meds so I suffer in silence. Is there anyone out there with a similar experience? Can you share what you've done to help get over it quicker?