I’m a victim of 2 crimes and I feel sick of being in constant victimhood TW: SA, DV etc‼️‼️

Currently I am the victim of two crimes by two different men. There’s one revenge porn case that is currently with the CPS awaiting a prosecution decision and for my other case it’s stalking and the perpetrator is currently in custody.

I feel like having 2 cases go on at once is such a unique thing all though I’m sure many other people have experienced it, around me no one else has been the victim of even one.

I have also been a victim of 3 other crimes which were harassment, rape and malicious communications. These are all closed cases now

It feels like such a lonely spot and I feel like I’m just stuck in this constant state of victimhood which I’m tired of being in. It’s literally just police cases after case, perpetrator after the next, constantly having victim support contacting me. I just am so tired of being a victim now. I just want to be the girl who survived and moved on.