Pls tell me it gets better.

Pls tell me it gets better. I'm a 1st year CC student hoping to transfer to a UC. I just finished my 1st year of college and guys I didnt do so hot...... I feel like a total failure who can't keep up. I want to be a better student and learner, but I find it so hard to do it the normal way I see others do it, by sitting at my desk and trying to understand. Could someone who was once in my position please help me to know how to be able to do college in a way where I can actually learn as someone with ADHD. I want to make to a good university and understand what I'm doing 😞