Boyfriend 100% cheated

I have known for a long time that my boyfriend texts and sends nudes to other guys. I knew he most likely was physically cheating on me as well, but never had full proof.
Until the other day I went through his phone and I found messages with another guy and the guy mentioned that he ‘hasn’t had his dick sucked since the last time he was at my boyfriends place and my boyfriend was on his knees in front of him.’
Now I know that my boyfriend 100% cheats on me, but I love the feeling of being cucked by other men and being humiliated by my partner in that way 😩

and yes I know that cheating is not the same as cucking