I need money to get back on track in life

I need money to get back on track in life

F21, I have had a hard time getting work and keeping work. The last 2 I had were short lived, one I was fired after 1 month due to being too slow, the other was a scam job that scheduled me for 2 weeks, refused to pay me until I waited 6 weeks for 2 paychecks. Both jobs were 6 months apart. Last month I gave up on myself and became depressed. I would isolate everyday, didnt feel like socializing, I didnt eat much so now im underweight again, and I just stopped trying for anything, my motivation was lost.

However, its a new month and I am feeling much better mentally. Ive been getting myself back into life, i spent my whole day yesterday cleaning the house and reorganizing it. Its been a mess for a long while, im hanging out with family again and applied for atleast 25 jobs the other day. In of which ill need to call back soon, but either way, I do not like asking for this, I was raised to never ask for money unless you desperately need it.

So im asking for any. My goal is 500, thats all I need to get back on track with life, I have late fees and charges I was unaware of, it would cover those, aswell as doing my share of bills/getting more cat food, possibly more meat in the house.

I understand this sort of thing is sketchy as hell online, but im at wits end, I need a boost.

I have venmo.