Trying to get out of my comfort zone

Do you ever feel thirsty or desperate whenever you reach out to women, even with no underlying motives, or being scared of being portrayed as gay when randomly messaging guys or just making friends in real life in general? I might be a bit damaged lol.

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Being portrayed as gay isnt the issue per say. I guess the unknown and the possibility of thinking people think I am taking advantage of them makes me less inclined to contact people, online and irl. Craving validation and wanting to be liked is a bitch, but that's a work in progress!

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I'd say I'm pretty avoidantly attached which usually makes it difficult for me to maintain long-term relationships, but im trying to become more secure as a person.

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If you are interested in psychology, philosophy, raving(electronic music), xianxia novels, progression fantasy, league of legends or like to workout I'm open to chatting. I'm honestly open to chatting about anything, I'd love to learn about new things and discussing controversial or highly debated topics. The unknown is scary but I think for the sake of potentially establishing long term relationships will eventually make it worth it, or just enjoying the time spent with no expectations might make it rewarding as well :)

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Im open to talking with anyone as long as you are around my age or older.