Dissociating myself and my sub side

Heyy, I’ve been trying to find a dom online and idk why but I have a really hard time sending a pic of myself with my face.

I’m someone shy and I’m dissociating my sub side with myself so I can’t connect both and let a dom see me as a sub and knowing who i really am if that makes sense. I have no problem with my appearance, I like my body and my face but I totally panicked and ran away when a dom asks me to send a pic to see if we have mutual attraction(which is totally normal) and I can’t really ask a dom to send a sfw pic without sending one back.

Does anyone experience this ? I don’t know how I could ´fix’ it
Thanks for reading !