im gonna miss him ew fml

omg me and my commitment issues and questionable friendships 😭😭😭😭

my friend came over and like im very much comfy with him to the point na some of my friends and fam think we're dating.

ofc understandable because we do things that normal friends won't do but in our defense, we don't have any feelings with each other but i think we just trauma bonded over the past year kasi we both went through similar things and we formed an authentic friendship over time.

now that things are moving forward and he's ready to be in a relationship again, im gonna miss the routine because honestly, it's nice to have a constant.

anyway I'm genuinely happy for him. maybe this is the universe's way of saying that I can't completely heal when im constantly covering up my wounds with temporary things. that no matter how good it felt, it still wouldn't cover the fact that im not okay.

another thing for me to properly address. as what they always say, do it scared/unprepared