Does anyone else feel dysphoric when being told they're attractive?

For context i am FtM but due to various circumstances, i have not been able to transition yet (though i plan to next year) and i've been recieving compliments about my appearance for as long as i can remember.

I know this sounds ridiculous, but i absolutely hate it. Why? Because i know everyone sees me as a pretty *girl*.

Every person that has ever found me attractive sees me as a female. Every time someone tells me "you're so pretty!" i'm being reminded of that. I know it's not their fault, it's not like they know, i'm closeted anyway, but i just wish that i was born male, or at the very least that i didn't suffer from dysphoria.