It’s very lonely as a 25 yo man in Delhi

Hey guys I hope you’re all doing great!! So I just wanted to sort of vent out how I am feeling these days because I literally do not have anyone with whom I can share these things. I came to delhi a few months ago. Actually in mid march. And I got one job then left it. But I am looking for one again so I will get that in a few days. But the actual thing that’s bothering me is perhaps this weird loneliness. I don’t miss hometown and family but I miss or long for love. And don’t get me wrong I have tried approaching women and dating apps but it just feels like a dead end. I seek for something meaningful and women are still in exploring phase. I have a crush but I have lost all hope with her. I don’t like interacting with random women because I am little picky with them. I wish to only date maithil women who are like academically good. And loneliness isnt just because of this dating thing. Maybe its also because of things I am trying to achieve in my life. The burden of dreams I would say. And seeing nobody by my side just makes me feel empty. So yeah I guess I just wanted to say that. I know it didn’t make much sense but I just wanted to vent it out haha 😅