SERIOUS!!!😭 Need Help of you'll guyss PLEASEE!! Serious

Just scored 43.25%ile in JM-26 and thinking for a drop.... should i go for it or join any tier 69 college of my state? i didnt gave my 100% during 11th and half 12th😭😭😭 alsoo i just got 71% in 12th this year and i am def sure to achive 75% by improvement which will be in july this year!? pleasseee give me your honest opinions pleaseeee!!! my parents are sayingt to join the clg vrna ek saal piche hojeyga bakiyo se😭 kya kru kuch smzh nhi aarha pleasee help mee also bhut late bhi hogya hu cause of MHTCET uske liyee socha tha lekin usme bhi 98 ke niche kuch nhi milta and i will be just scoring 90-92%ile in that.... i literally beg you'll to help this poor guy😭😭