i think my sexting buddy committed and I feel like shit

i met someone by just sexting on Snapchat we really clicked he was a femboy pilot/srs and honestly I’d really developed feelings for him we texted almost daily 24/7 for over 2 years a month ago he stopped responding fully and before that by a bit he had told me he was extremely depressed and in a shitty spot ice cried so much over this there were so many things I wanted to say to him I’m still hopeful he just quit Snapchat. Bird if you’re out there it’s ray i miss you so much my only regret was not telling you how much i loved you.