Season 9 emotional distress continuation- The Husbands of River Song

I promise to not make this sub a live blog of me watching this show- but you all did just have fun with my Face the Raven/Heaven Sent/Hell Bent journey a few days ago-

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Watching The Husbands of River Song just now:

Me, f’ing around the first 40 minutes: YES! This is the zany madcap fun I need! It’s like a romcom heist!

Me, finding out in the last 10 minutes: screaming, crying, choking on my own tears twenty four years?! ❤️😭

WHY DOES THIS SHOW KEEP DOING THIS?! Am I destined to spend every remaining episode of the Capaldi era snuffling on my couch? Does Peter Capaldi have devastating chemistry with absolutely everyone he’s on screen with?!

(I loved it, obviously.)