Im never going to get over IT…

Welp, I went two weeks without porn or masturbating. Like always I messed it up by jerking off and binge watching it. Back story, I started watching porn at 12 (i know a bit young but please don’t judge me) and I’m 17 currently. I didn’t realize I had an addiction until I was 15 and I have been fighting it for two years. I just can’t get over it, the longest I’ve ever went without it is three weeks. I have a few questions. Is there a light at the end of this hell of a tunnel? Second, what works for you that I could try. Third, how do I tell someone in my who can help me but I’m scared I’ll be judged.

Please help. I can’t take this anymore. I just can’t.