Sick of my Managers

My manager has had it out from me since I’ve started working with her. She was very passive basically telling me I didn’t fit into the culture. Said something on the lines of, “I’ve had to get rid of a lot of people because they didn’t fit it”. Basically saying I didn’t fit in lol. Told me I was soft spoken (true). This was last year.
I have social anxiety and try to be more outgoing at work. I am naturally quiet and soft spoken. That doesn’t mean I hate my job. I’m actually well liked among my fellow coworkers and customers. I guess my managers refuse to see this though.
I have been working my section for a year now and not once have my managers said I’m improving or doing a good job. She will praise other people and their sections but has never said anything about me. When I got praise form the store manager because of a customer, she seemed pissed about it.

My other manager made countless jokes that I hate them because I’m quiet. This really pissed me off because I’ve had plenty of conversations with this man about everything. I think he’s just following our manager so he’ll get promoted.
I do everything they ask and more, I’ve been talking more to everyone, and never complain about the BS here. I’ve been here for almost two years now and my assistant asks me if I like it here better than my last job. Why now is he asking me this after all this time? I feel like they want to start back the “throwaway hates it here”. No fucking pleasing this lady I swear to God! Sorry I don’t sit with you and talk for 45 minutes like the other associates do. Sorry I work and make light conversation with you. Never had a job so offended by my existence.