me and my ex gf (lgbtq)

She broke up with me because she said she couldn’t give me what i wanted and because of her avoidant attachment style. I understood and asked if she would want to get back together. She said yes but doesn’t know what the future holds. So i waited anyways. One day I started realizing I wasn’t being treated right. I told her and she agreed and apologized. I asked her opinion and thoughts and she said this. I want a more casual, private, and slow relationship. Which wasn’t too different with what I want. I only asked for the bare minimum. She liked the relationship and was having fun but she said as time passed more she would start feeling guilty. She also said that there was a maturity gap between us. Saying I don’t drive, I don’t work, I don’t have a bank account, I can’t count money, and I don’t know basic word knowledge which would turn her off a little. Ive told her why I struggle with those things. First, I have a learning disability. Second, I have medical issues. Third, now i feel so ashamed and insecure of myself. Then she said she feels like the man in relationship which she didn’t allow me to do anything for her. I told her she just didn’t accept these parts of me. She says i know it’ll take some time but I don’t want to wait. She also said that she just doesn’t love me like that anymore. The last thing she said was “im sorry”. Im completely heartbroken right now. I feel so sad and upset. She hurt me really bad. I still love her and miss her regardless. I just need some comfort right now.