My girlfriend turning me into a bbc cuck

Me and my girlfriend are a young Hispanic couple, I have a disliking towards black guys for the way they carry themselves and ignorance. I always told myself I would never date a girl who has been with a black guy before. Until now. For the longest time my girlfriend had kept it a secret from me, but she recently confessed that she has been with 3 black guys in her past. One of them was a one night stand, the other was a sneaky link for some time and the third one was a boyfriend of 4 years. I was sickened and upset at the fact my girlfriend had been with black men, but then I would ask her what they would do and I started getting turned on by what the things she would tell me. Turned out she would make content with her black ex boyfriend and do livestreams together where he would fuck her. I saw some of those videos and wow it was one of the hottest things I’ve ever seen. Seeing my girlfriend get fucked and used by bbc was one of the hottest things ever. I think I love my girlfriend even more now that i know she’s been used by black men.