Fics where Shane explores his sexuality

Looking for fics where Shane comes to term with being gay earlier than canon ( wether Rose Landry happens earlier or not) so he gets to explore his sexuality with other people and Ilya too.
Him and Ilya are not exclusive obviously.
I saw some fics but Shane is always with his friends ( Hayden and JJ) and I’m not looking for that.
I don’t mind it if in this AU Hayden is NOT married.
Also some fics where Ilya slutshames shane??!! Too ooc for me.
So these are my conditions
(No humiliation or feminization. I’m a firm believer in praise kink jock Shane)