Social issues

Im audhd. How normal is it to provoke rejection and repulsion from both normal people and high-functioning AUs, because they see you as lazy and stupid? I had relationships like that, but after weeks or months they stopped seeing me as an equal; there were jokes, looks of repulsion, disgust, until they distanced themselves.

I spent weeks broken and depressed, not eating, sleeping all day. This taught me that God didn't make us equal, of the same value, status, or level.