Future Career

Is it wrong to want to make a gofundme for a future career that would help my family and me? I feel selfish for even considering making a gofundme for job supplies. It's just that I want to become a streamer. I tried applying for jobs, but they never got back to me, and I live in a very small town, so I have no idea why it's so hard to get a job. I'm almost 18, and I struggle a lot with social interactions and more because of my autism and somatic symptom disorder, which causes me to be isolated constantly. I really want to work on supplies for streaming, but I've been searching for a year and got nothing. I am still a teenager, and I might just need to work harder, but yeah. Am I selfish? Is it wrong to want to start a gofundme for this?