gemini rising new moon in gemini

can someone pls take a look at my comment below and give me any insight on what the new moon in gemini means exactly for me with my ASC in gemini at 26°. i am coming off my saturn return the past year and my whole life has changed pretty drastically. i am feeling the most intense emotions the past 48 hours and i just want to make sense of it. anddd someone pls tell me not to text my ex who broke my heart two months ago 😭