Melinda [F] 41 myself and random get togethers and she hits me with a depressing situation

Well it's been a bit since I've shared. My sex life has been great compared to what it was a year ago. From once a month it's now gone to 10-12 times a month and during some of those days several times in a day. I know it's not as good as most of you have it, but for me I'm feeling great libido wise. My wife has even steppes it up to twice a month.

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Melinda has been a sexual beast awakened with me. She is willing and able at the drop of the hat and has lost the fear of getting caught. I on the other hand am still very...somewhat cautious but still careful. Melinda wants no craves my cock anyway she can get it. She prefers a long fuck or making love session but is done for a quickie or just giving me a blowjob. I myself love to feast on her ass and pussy and honestly am content on thumb fucking her and eating her out. I can almost cum from the mental stimulation from eating her out and getting so worked up I ejaculate a little. Crazy. I wonder if that is what tantric sex is just the mental stimulus and not physical.

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A couple of months ago we went to visit and I helped her in the back yard while everyone was helping her inside with housecleaning where we disappeared to the side of the house where there were no windows. She was wearing a sheer bra under a white tank top and cleavage was spilling out of her shirt and her shorts were those thin loose running shorts. She wasn't wearing panties. She would bend over and it would pull up into her ass and she would look toward the window and the curtains still shut would look back at me and pull her shorts over to the side and flash me her shaved pussy.

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I was hard as fuck so we went over to the side if the house where we kissed and I thought that's was it someone could come outside and she dropped to her knees and yanked my shorts down and swallowed my cock. She is masterful now at it. She tells me I want to taste your cum baby. She skillfully starts treating my cock and using her mouth to milk me. I am a lot nervous but she knows how to get me off fast. Before I even realize I have my hand on the back of her head and I'm telling her I'm about to cum. She murmers give it to me. I stand up on my toes and release a week's worth of cum in her mouth as she swallows. My last spurt she holds in her mouth stands up and goes back to work as I pull my shorts back up. A minute later my MIL comes out and asks if we need anything and I look over at her as I say I am good, she swallows hard and say no mom I'm good too and smiles at me.

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She held my cum in her mouth the whole time. I started getting hard again.

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Later that day when we finished up everyone wanted to go to the mall and find something to eat at the food court so everyone could choose something different. I said I needed a shower and she said she did too. She then said yall go ahead and we will meet yall up there. Since she has two showers no one thought any of it and said OK.. we will see yall up there. I needed to go look for something at Dillard's anyway.

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Once they left we checked the GPS to make sure everyone had left and she yells are you coming cause I've already started. I almost run to her room where she is laid out on her bed naked legs spread and her apparently new vibrator is on buzzing her on her clit as she pinches her nipples. I check the GPS and they are half way to the mall and I tear my clothes off and dive into her pussy. I start licking her from her ass to her clit. She says just fuck me I'm dirty. And I tell her your delicious is what you are. I almost stop though because that is where my wife would have just stopped everything and said I ruined the moment. She says OK if you want to...

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I'm in love I tell you. I eat her pussy and iam hard as a rock I then suck her clit as I shove a finger in her pussy and start finger fucking her. She's moaning not to stop and then when my dick throbs so hard it hurts I scramble to my knees and bury my cock inside her pussy. She yells fuck just like that baby. I start fucking her like no tomorrow. She says we can't be too long I've cum once already with your mouth so you can cum whenever you can. I said OK where do you want it. She says inside me of course. I want it to leak as we eat and walk around knowing I have you in me still.

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I suck her nipples alternating getting that off my checklist so to speak. I lover her tits. I then tell her to turn around and I fuck her doggy. I fuck her until she is about to cum again and as she start to climax I stick my thumb in her ass. She screams out I'm cumming and I feel my thumb through the walls of her ass and her vagina and I tell her I'm cumming. She says cum in me!! I let loose and fill her up. When I'm done she says hurry go take a shower and she stands up clamps her legs together and gets upand walks awkwardly to the bathroom and takes a quick shower. When we are done we leave to the mall. She tells me she feels me leaking out her soaking her panties.

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Soo good. The next few weeks a lot of the same and even better get together happen I may write about. But yesterday she calls while I'm at work crying. She tells me she's lonely and that her friends at work and their spouses went out and she was by herself and they asked her if she was seeing anyone and all she could say was kind of. They said she should bring him(me) out and she said maybe next time.

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This depressed her apparently. She said I'll never have anyone for myself. I can't make you leave my sister I can't call you mine I know you may not want to hear this but I love you. I'm lonely and I need someone to go out with to take me on dates to sit with me at home to wake up to.

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I tell her I'm sorry but she know I can't especially now with my kidd and how everyone would hate both of us. I tell her I wish I could have her too that I... did love her too. I admitted it. But I was an asshole and wanted her for myself.

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She told me she didn't want to stop what we had and that she was also an asshole to her unbeknownst to her sister, but she was missing companionship.

She said she didn't want to spring this on ne on the phone but for exactly this, I am not available to her in person without everyone around usually.

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She was crying and crying and I may have been tearing up and quiet. I asked her. So what are you trying to tell me.

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She said her friends have set her up on a date, and it was foy that night. She felt like she should tell me.

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Well fuck