The pain is unbearable, I seriously can’t do this without you.

I wished you didn’t drive me home that morning. God I wished you didn’t stop yourself from making love to me. I don’t care how wrong it may seem, I just want you in any way that’s possible.
Seeing how you’ve been doing the things you told me you were going to do (during our relationship), made my stomach hurt. It’s like you didn’t want to change your appearance while being in a relationship with me because, idek. You looked very handsome tho. You have always looked handsomely in my eyes. God I missed lying in your arms, in your bed, feeling your arms around me, petting your cats, getting to smell that special scent of yours. F*ck Jonathan:/ I need you to come back. It’s been 1 month and 10 days since you broke up with me. I would do anything in this world to get you back. I can’t do this without you.
My life is a mess. I’m glad you’re doing really good without me, but deep down it’s killing me. It hurts so much knowing that you probably haven’t even thought about me since that day we met. I want my baby to come home.

//Jonna