Unfortunately being gay is a curse

I'm sick and tired of people who want to say it's not a choice. Maybe you have felt both homosexual and heterosexual desires but don't project that onto everyone else. And no, I don't fit any of your shitty stereotypes as to why I "turned" gay. I wasn't SAd. I didn't grow up around gay people or "being exposed" to lgbt in any way. I didn't even know of homosexuality as a concept when I first started having crushes on other boys when I was 6. I just always was this thing.

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And yes, I tried praying it away for 3 years from about 6th to 8th grade when I realized there was no god to "cure" me.

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I was always this way and I always will be and I've had to live with it. Most people see my kind as a seperate species, almost like vermin. I've had to live with that. I'm tired of it. Not much longer