Dad would treat me like an object with no worth

I literally just need to vent. I keep thinking about how my father growing up would say things like "thank god your pretty" would get drunk and scream at me for hours about how no man would ever want me/put up with me and took out all of his hatred onto me. He would drive me in his car at 90mph screaming for the smallest things. Never taught me about anything needed to be an adult and used me as his personal babysitter for hookups and I was a house slave. Beat on his girlfriends then would take off while I was left with them. I was physically, emotionally, and sexually abused. He tried so many times to sabatoge me as an adult because I assumed he changed and let him back in my life.

How the fuck am I supposed to know he exists as he does? The motherfucker should be in prison for the rest of his life.

Jon I hope you rot in hell - you are a pathetic excuse of a human being and a father. You will rot you decrepit piece of shit. You brought a little girl into this world just to abuse her. Scum of the earth.

Anyways advice to cope is welcomed :)