What’s left of me.

I’ve given up everything for her. My life, my friends, my hobbies everything. And I feel like there is nothing left. I’m empty I’m lonely and in a constant state of sadness anger. The slightest emotional thought brings me to tears. It’s not all her fault. I’ve been a total asshole to her. Said things I regret but cannot never be unsaid. We were having another argument about something over WhatsApp again and it hit me. The me before I met her was happy. Weird in a good way. Had friends I saw every week. I was in a good place. I did boardgames. I painted minis and watched f1. I even made a dnd group happen. What’s left? Not much. An empty shell. There is no affection no nothing. I’m empty and angry. I’m lonely so lonely………..