getting fucked by a 30 yr old man

I'm 19 and lately I've been fascinated to get fucked by older men. Hindi ko alam kung anong thought process ko pero yeah 😭 whenever I'm bored na c curious ako kung ano pakiramdam ma dominate sa kama. I mean ovulation ko kasi that's why I have these weird fantasies HAHAHAHAH

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I'm also curious how it works but I don't wanna literally try it 😭