I've tolerated so much insults and went back to same person over and over because I was extremely isolated and I wanted connection.

I've tolerated so much insults and went back to same person over and over because I was extremely isolated and I wanted connection.

I am so ashamed , I am still so lonely ... one guy said he liked me, and I kept talking to him even though he insulted me so bad like " I am so ashamed of myself that I ever considered you," and like this so much more .

Today, I am so done that I blocked him from everywhere . But I am hurt that I did it to myself and let that person do that constantly.

My isolation is gonna be the same for the next 3 years, I have no other options. I am stuck in one place, and I can't move ... I am losing my mind