Wanted some opinion

So my 12th just finished, I gave my cuet last month and have just registered for CA , I'm not sure how much I'll score in cuet but it went average, now I'm confused whether I should pursue CA with online college or regular college , first of all I'm really socially anxious, my school life was so- so , made a few friends but I still kind of invisible never participating in stuff or messing up if I did , so while going to college can improve my social skills colleges are a bit of work ,and as someone who procrastinates a lot , I def couldn't manage both CA and college together I'll mess up somehow so now I'm at this fork where I'm very confused , this one decision can really impact my life , give me lots of regrets and rather than ranting to the few friends I have about my paranoia I thought to ask reddit