Undivided attention - a night alone

It’s been far too long- I’ve been terribly busy between moving to a new place and some big work deadlines taking up all of my brainpower. I haven’t had a chance to write out any more of my little slut-ventures or spend time turning my brain off for a bit, but today I finally had some time to myself. I spent the day switching between edging and passed out. Since my exhaustion caught up with me earlier I’m left a bit … awake now. So, I think it’s time for some undivided attention.

I’m out of the shower, in bed pumping my pussy ever so gently. I only get to bring this out when I have a night alone so I’m trying to see how long I can go before I need to touch myself again. Trying to see how absolutely desperate I can get. While I have the most intoxicating voice notes to play on repeat, I’m feeling a bit greedy. Or needy. Both.

Sadly I can’t keep the window open too much here, or I’d have to keep a bit quieter. My apartment is very much… central in this complex. I am constantly hearing people walk by or chatting. Thats how I learned that my moans and whimpers carry. So of course, I’m wondering, if I started fucking myself with my dildo, could the people out there hear how sloppy my pussy is right now? Can anyone pick up on the increasingly intense plap plaping over the wind? I hope it’s covering the whimpers, at least. The sounds I can’t help each time I feel my legs tense up. Each time I feel myself gush a little more. Each clench I hold back as my toes curl. The gasps as I finally tear myself away.

Maybe the wind is my sign to be louder, to try harder. Ive only edged about 20 times through the day. I’m sure I can do better before I pass out or lose control. Though, if the greed takes over? Something tells me I’d be cumming until i physically can’t anymore. Life has kept me denied for almost two weeks, yet here I am still looking for a way to keep denying such a needy cunt. You know, give her all of the attention but none of the satisfaction. Make her so fucking desperate I wake up humping a blanket.

Maybe, I’m trying to fit a month’s worth of teasing and pounding into more 12 hours. I’m not sure. All I know is as soon as I was alone, all intentions went out the window. What remained was me, my cunt, and my complete and utter need.