I don't know what to do

So I'll tell everyone the whole story

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Currently I'm 20 year old Indian male

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So about a year ago my first year just completed and I came to Bangalore for an internship and there a startup offered me a full time role after 6 months of intern so at that point I dropped out of my college and joined the startup

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And last month,I was given the full time employment, in the start of the may the company told the employees they are having investment issues and they can't give any salaries so they are laying off the whole team

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I'm feeling so bad right now, I feel like I missed out on a lot of stuff, a lot of fun and enjoyment that I could only get in college, ny friends, dating life and carefree life which I had

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I feel like crying so much and I don't know what to do, it's been a year and I feel so much worse, don't know what to parents, they wanted me to complete college but I fought everyone for this decision and it turned out to be the worst

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Should I restart my college from a different university or pursue this lifestyle and get a job somehow or something entirely different?