OCD and health problems

Hi guys!

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OCD and health problems are literally like hell.

I suffered a seeminglie minor accident, but it caused and cause me immense anxienty, grief.

It happened already for 8 month when i started to learn riding motorcycle, everything went fine until i meet the routine track, one day when i practice this firts track there is the circle at the end end i slow down way too much, my motorcycle strarted to fall sideway but i was fool i tryed to catch the bike and hold to save it from the fall (it was a Honda hornet 500 btw). I sucesfully holded it for some second but then it slipped from the safety bar (i think the safety bar hold the bike when i catched it during the fall) and falls down the ground while i still holded it.

Long story short i had lower inguinal pain the days - week after and i went to multiple doctors for now (2 ultrasound, 3 physical exame by 3 different doctor) and they found no inguinal hernia but a slight "bulging when caughing", but no definitive hernia.

Now i have crazy enxienty, because of the uncertainty, and i pooking the area looking after any abnormalities to find a inguinal hernia or to be sure there is no hernia.

Thank if you read it all!