Confused about my sexuality

I (M20) have always been confused about my sexuality 😔. I like women but i also like dih???😭😭😭😭. I have never felt sexual or romantic attraction towards men , I just like dicks (I've had some freaky session with men tho). Idk if I'm bisexual or bicurious. I was also molested by a lot of guys while growing up so that might be the reason why I turned out like this???