Crave foods i dont even like help

Hi! I normally eat healthy. I was busy and couldn't cook sometimes. Today i crave any fastfood. Anything thats the worst. I used to have orthorexia and i still had some tendencies so you could imagine i care about healthy eating. I tried to have something quick, cheap and funny. Now i crave foods i don't even like. I want to buy it, prepare it, watch it, touch it but the taste and nutrition content is terrible. And i think i can't get anything as a healthy option. I want the cheap and unhealthy feeling like im allowed to and theres nothing wrong with it.

Ofc theres something wrong with it - these cravings arent from nowhere, i dont want to gain more