The first time with a boy as a transgender girl 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️

Hi girls,
I’m a trans girl, only 5 months into my transition. The dysphoria has been really bad lately, especially bottom dysphoria. But I met a boy who’s been really sweet to me. We kissed a few times and yesterday things went further… he fucked me
In that moment, with him on top of me, I actually felt like a real girl. It was so validating and made me so happy. I’ve been floating on that feeling since.
Has anyone else had experiences like this? Did it help with your dysphoria even a little, or did it come crashing back afterward? I’m scared the good feeling won’t last.
Thanks for listening 💕