Was anyone else here educationally neglected all because you weren't naturally motivated?

According to my mom... by age of 5 - 6 I am expected that I should really be fully engaged and pay attention, like all because in kindergarten, I was not paying attention at all, day dreamy, etc. they decided to simply just give up on me completely and concluded that I needed full day special ed classes where I would not learn as much as gen ed classes... This makes me feel extremely awful about myself. Like all because I wasn't paying attention at 6 years old, it would block most of my paths forever...