Told Him About My Sexual Assault Trauma. He Knew. He Still Ignored My ‘No.’

I have PTSD I was sexually assaulted already 6 years ago and I was open with it with this bf

Reason why I dated him was because he made me feel safe.

But wasn't I wrong..

He started trigger my trauma whenever we fought

Then he.. knowingly I have a truama and I repeatedly said no but he said he wanted to make me feel good

And kept touching me down there and inserted himself.

I freaked and kicked him and said no multiple times

I cried out.

He said he didn't hear me say no.

.. is this real?

My pain is so real like I worked so hard to get back to where i was after 6 years ago

And he just ignores my pain

He seems liks a good guy outside and he's so aware of "these issues" I feel like no one's gon believe me