First time at Club Orlando

I am and have always been straight, but I have an obsession with being naked in front of other people. For reference I am 20 and around 6 foot and around 180. I went to the club and was a little nervous but the second I got to the pool I took my towel off and just started walking around. I found it so fun to walk around and have dudes stare at my dick (7 inches) and ass. I ended up jerking off in front of a few guys and to be honest I didn’t wanna do anything sexual but everyone was very nice about it when I told them. I shot a huge load then laid down in the sun, ass out. I can’t wrap my head around how to describe this experience so can someone describe it for me?