My OFTEN naked and perverted mother.

My mom liked to sometimes walk around naked, while I could see it. I could sadly see everything. I could sadly see her hairy vagina and her big breasts. I could also see her bare ass. Sadly none of these things will leave my mind. I want these pictures to leave my mind.

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Sadly as a child I got aroused by seeing a woman's hairy vagina, big breasts and bare ass, even if it was my mom's. Sometimes I ASHAMEDLY masturbated to the memory of her naked body. I HATE MYSELF FOR IT!!! Am I a DISGUSTING PERVERT?

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My mom was also a EXTREME PERVERT. She liked to have sex REALLY LOUDLY, while her children could hear her. She was OBVIOUSLY a EXTREME PERVERT for that, but I also HATE myself for sometimes masturbating to the sounds. The wet clapping sounds and the savage moans sadly won't go out of my mind.

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I also sadly can't forget her giving me a handjob. I was approximately 9-10 years old. I was lying on my own bed. She gave me a handjob. I sadly got an "EXTREMELY PLEASURABLE ORGASM" from it, which I sadly tried to recreate for many years. She essentially said these things during the handjob: "Do you feel good and strong?" to which my perverted self sadly responded with "Yes." She then essentially responded with: "Right? It feels so good and strong." I HATE, how when I think back to when it happened, that I sadly felt like I was in "heaven." Because the "pleasure" was sadly REALLY STRONG. She also essentially said during the handjob, how it feels good for a man to penetrate a woman's vagina and how it also feels good for the woman being penetrated. I remember, when I heard that I felt "excited." Because I thought, that I would get to fuck her and penetrate her vagina. I HATE MYSELF for being such a AWFUL PERVERT!!!

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One time my mom walked into my room naked, while I was masturbating. I was approximately 11 years old. My mom unlike a normal mom didn't leave my room immediately. She instead told me, that she knows, that i'm masturbating (for your information I immediately stopped, when she entered.) She then went down with her hands Infront of her vagina. After that she went up and down with her hands Infront of her vagina, as if she was stroking an imaginary penis. Sadly I got REALLY aroused by her doing that and I hate myself for it. She after that turned around, then turned her head back towards me and winked with one eye towards me, then she turned her head back towards the door and left my room. I sadly furiously masturbated after that happened with the image of my naked mom filling my mind.

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As you can see my mom is a BIG PERVERT and also I am equally as AWFUL as her. I'm a DISGUSTING PIECE OF SHIT, who "enjoyed" having a OFTEN naked and perverted mom.

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I HATE MYSELF for it!

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Do I deserve to suffer? I sadly even have a hard on from writing this. This just shows, how i'm a DISGUSTING PERVERTED LOSER. I should feel GUILTY and ASHAMED right?