I'm 19, living alone, and running out of options. I need help.

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Hi.

I just turned 19 recently, and honestly, this isn't where I thought I'd be.

I thought I'd be worrying about normal things people my age worry about. College. Friends. What to do with my life. Instead, I've spent the last few months worrying about money and trying to figure out how to get through the next few weeks.

The last couple of years haven't gone the way I planned. Some of it was bad luck, some of it was my own mistakes. Either way, I'm the one dealing with the consequences now.

I've spent a long time telling myself that I'd figure everything out on my own. That if I just worked harder, thought harder, tried one more thing, I'd eventually get out of this hole. But the truth is that right now I'm struggling, and I'm running out of options.

I don't really have a social circle. I don't friends. I don't have anyone I can message for help. That's why I'm here.

I've created a Milaap fundraiser and attached a verification photo because I know trust matters you can dm me if you want to verify or suggest anything If anyone wants to ask questions, I'll answer honestly.

If you can't contribute, that's completely okay. Even an upvote, advice, or sharing the post would help

Fundraiser:
http://m-lp.co/harsh-157?utm_medium=campaign_page_share&utm_source=copy

you can find my qr on my profile i dont think the mods will allow if i post my qr

Thank you for reading.