Man this sucks, this sucks so much

I’m really suffering

I’m from Australia just checked the news and scrolled down and saw an Article announcing it whilst I’m travelling

Oliver tree was huge for me

My favourite artist ever at 37

I listen to his songs all day at work
At the gym of a night
When I drive every where

I got hit with unilateral tinnitus so using AirPods and distracting myself has become a must and he has done that

I feel so strongly about his words and songs and music videos

When my dad was passing from old age I went to his Sydney show and his different characters and show got me through

That show was also once of the last times I hung with my best mate before he moved accross the county and then he had a traumatic brain injury

I think about the concert weekly and can’t explain how much that concert and distraction helped me

I bonded with my mate about his remembering that night as part of his recovery

When my cousin got
Married I told
Her to listen to cowboys don’t cry

I just met a girl in Shanghai I spent some
Special time with and when we left I told
Her to
Listen to cowboys don’t cry

It’s become a whole thing we messaging one another being sad we may not see one another again that we will he cowboys that don’t cry, it’s a
Whole joke
And now
He has passed

I’m
Beyond shocked now sitting in a Beijing hotel room not wanting to cry in front of my mate