[M4F] A toxic addiction

The only thing you truly know is that you shouldn't get off to this.

But you do.

You have a drunken addiction to toxicity. You can't handle a stable relationship. It bores you to tears, no matter what you might try and say, no matter how you try and convince your friends and your family.

You want me to not care about you. To barely know your name. To see you as just a walking set of holes to call up early in the morning. I know you'll come over. You can't stop yourself. You'll knock on my door and thank me for picking you, for choosing you to the the cum dump I unload in today.

You want to be constantly checking your phone for messages from me. To see if I still want you. You'll think that you should send me another nude, that you should record yourself edging, that you should show off how you're isolating yourself from everyone else just to win my approval and my attention.

Because you love my attention. It intoxicates you. It thrills you. It allows you to turn off your mind and be nothing. You've always wanted to just be nothing.

You don't want the tenderness of a partner. You want the raw, deep fucking of a man. A man who will spit on you, who will slap you, who will degrade you, and who won't even have the decency to call you an uber when I'm done.

Toxicity. You're an addict to it. And I'll feed that addiction until you're a broken mess for me.