Past child experience

I just want to share a story of mine when I was around 6 years old. Im 30 male now and i think subconsciously it affects me on having a high sexual drive and fetish.

We have a helper girl around 14 - 16 yrs old, she was not a permanent helper. We are close and she is playful towards me. One time, while we were playing outside she asked me that we need to go to the bedroom and we will have a fun game.

There, she undressed and reached out for my hand to touch her private part and said that its part of the game. Afterwards, she undressed me and told me to close my eyes no matter what happened. She played my cock and i dont know if she bj me but it felt good after that she put it in her pussy.

Then, i laid down while shes on top and fucked. I did not know anything about that but as boy it really feels good. Subconsciously, at early age i was longing for it may be thats why i have a high sexual drive and always horny and sometimes i cant control myself trying to find a woman i can fuck.

I was trying to control it, it helps nman when i ejaculate and released it. But after an hour im horny again.

Are the redditors here who experienced this during their childhood?