HELP CHAT AM I COOKED

Chat I think I have an enemies to lovers(??) will they won’t they toxic on and off crazy roller coaster what the fuck even is this shiet situation-ship with my bully that I fuckin hate?????? but also not hate that much????? but I also want to beat him up with a chair and throw him out a window????????? help from 1 to “oh shit seek help” how cooked am I?