family issues // definitely a bastard now

I usually can deal with everything. But being strong gets extremely tiring extremely fast. 23 f , moved out 3 years ago to escape the nonsense.This particular time, I got into a disagreement with my dad. mind you he has been in and out of prison my entire life and when he was not behind bars he would be running the streets and cheating on my mom or verbally abusing, mentally, emotionally and even physically hitting me or yelling and spitting in my face. He chose to call me out of my name and tell me how i'm nothing like him. i'm weak like my mom and im up her rear because he rides by her house and to see when i am over there. He proceeds to tell me that im gay because of her and how she raised me because his family would never allow that or be gay. I told him i didnt feel comfortable talking to him around his current girlfriend and he defended homophobic comments that she made. Saying that she is a grown woman, I feel as though she should refrain from making such comments infront of me knowing that I am his child. I understand that everyone has a right to feel however but respect is given to a dog. Never tried to shove my sexuality down anyones throat. She literally made inappropriate comments about my body and he said nothing. Told me that he is the one that stopped my grandmother from smoking crack. He told me that I am nothing. Told me that i am shit because i did not want to help him cover up a mistake of his. I am officially done. I never want to speak to him again and ill have to make myself ok with the fact that one of the people who is supposed to love me actually hates my guts.