Intro - I've been manifesting her for over 2 years...

That's quite a long time, huh? Most people would have given up I think.

She's not my ex, however. We were friends who always seemed destined for more, and yes, I wanted more. I wanted to be her husband one day. When I first met her, I kinda knew that I was sitting and talking with my wife. But she was unavailable to me at that time.

At one point, I drove her out of my life completely for over a year. I did something really stupid and hurt her. I'd had some experience with the law, and with manifesting another woman previously (which worked but I'd moved on), so I began this long journey.

After struggling, trial and error, failure, sleepless nights, and spiraling thoughts, she came back into my life as a friend after a year. Six months ago, we made out for the first time and she told me she loved me. We've been growing closer since, but my desire is as of yet, unrealized. I want to be in a happy, healthy relationship with her.

Simplified, LoA is simply your outside world reflecting your own assumptions. Practicing manifestation is changing ourselves, not trying to get something. It is inward. I had to become truly aligned with my desire to begin to experience it.

I had to become her husband. I am not the same person I was when I began this process. I've grown. And my self concept and affirmations played a big role in becoming the right person for her.

I've learned alot over the past couple of years, and though I am not an expert, maybe I can help other people with their struggles by sharing my experience, where I struggled, and what has helped me. I've had to be disciplined. I've had to persist - for over 2 years! And it is worth it because slowly but surely, I am becoming her husband.

I think my world is beginning to align with that belief.