Me

My world sucks. Akathisia is winning. My motto “I don’t care anymore.” I really don’t care about anything. I lay around all day. I don’t feel like a person. I don’t have any energy. The only happiness I have is my kids. And being a first time grandma. Other than that everything is mute. I was never like this. I was such a happy Person. Now I’m nothing. I’m barely a Mom. I have my oldest who disowned us. It hurts my heart so bad. You hear stories but then it happens to you. I miss me 🥹😭