it’s just weird being alone now

i really thought i was doing better today, but then i saw a jacket of his that i left in my car and it just ruined everything. it’s so annoying how u can be totally fine one minute and then just spiraling the next. idk, i guess i just miss the comfort of having someone to talk to about my day.

the nights are definitely the hardest part. i keep picking up my phone to tell him about something funny i saw, then i remember i can’t and it just feels so empty. ngl, i’m just trying to keep myself distracted so i don’t overthink every single conversation we ever had. it’s like my brain won’t shut off. i don’t necessarily want him back, i just wish i didn't feel so lonely rn. it’s just a lot to process 🫠 if anyone is awake and wants to just chat about literally anything else, i’m here.