Update on Self Concept

Hey!

So a while back I took a break from manifesting sp and that helped me to regain footing where I genuinely believed what I was saying about myself and sp affirmations started happening naturally so I retook up the task.

But my self concept has gotten so good!!! Like I'm a professional dancer and my stage presence and confidence has increased drastically!!!

And I have like ex's popping up and like male coworkers dropping over me. And low-key I'm drooling over myself like I genuinely find myself so attractive and like an amazing person.

I've gotten so good at boundaries and speaking my mind.

And today I actually had motivation to workout!!;

I know I know what a professional dancer who doesn't workout. 8 think I'd gotten depressed and things that I used to love I just didn't. But I woke up today and the first thing I did was affirm and then do a stretching video and it felt so good. I'm going to do an ab workout now.

I've also been having "cleansing dreams" like all of my fears and thoughts like about the past are playing out but I wake up feeling like I cleaning my brain and my head is starting to feel lighter.

People keep commenting on really awesome things about me.

I've been letting myself listen to my desires. Like I love my car but for some reason I noticed I want a new one and I told myself no and then I realized that I am a creature who is meant to have desires. So I let myself desire a new car . And I figured out what type I want. And now I know I'm getting a new car soon lol.

My new home is really coming together and I am so happy. And I can distinguish things better it's hard to describe.

But yes I love love love my life !! I have probably mentioned this in a last post but I used to be suicidal especially during Luteal phase and FUCK I HAVENT HAD ANY PTSD OR PMDD SYMPTOMS BRO!! Like yesterday I felt really sad. AND I DIDNT LET MYSELF STAY THERE. I ate a sandwich in my car on my way home, affirmed with positive thoughts, didn't let myself spiral, let myself have a little chocolate, and listened to romance music . And I felt better by the time I got home. And then I called a friend and ranted about nothing with her and then was ready for bed lol. I just am able to take care of myself better and I'm so proud of me.

I honestly only listen to self concept videos and Sammy Ingrams affirming because sometimes I need a bitch to be like get the fuck back where you belong lol. I continue to affirm for my sp because I'm changing my mindset but it's finally clicked that it's already mine. My score on my practice test for my exams has improved drastically!

I love you all so much! I'm gonna go do my workout but yeah I hope this was encouraging. I had a period of a week or two where affirming felt pointless and like it was some stupid magic trick and where my emotions felt big and now I'm like shit I am literally in the best era of my life and I can be present throughout the day .

Stay awesome 😎. Sorry for any typos lol